i fell in love,im still in love,belive me its nothing that i imagined it to be,but im so happy that it was with you,you taught me so much,how to be a good person and how to deal with certain situations in life,but love isnt always kisses and hugs.its hard,the fighting the jelousy.you know you love someone when you hate them too.im not saying i hate you because i dont.but sometimess you make mee hate you.with every beautiful thing there is some kind of pain,and i've been through that pain.and i dont wanna be through it any longer.i love you more than anything,but when it comes down to it,love can destroy you as a person,and then you have to take a stand and say i'm done.no matter how many times you wanna go back and how hard its going to be,its not being selfish,your just learning.learning to love yourself as much as you love that person.
When all hope is lost and nobody is there by your side, thats when you realize your gunna die alone you defenitely cry alone but are you going to make it alone in life?you need to get your ass up put yourself out there and find someone who makes your world go round,even if it turns out bad you always have yourself to turn too <3
